Today’s a new day! As a chronically ill Christian, the enemy often tries to sell me the following lie: “My illness and God’s goodness cannot coexist.”
Over the past twenty-two years, multiple life threatening health disease have been my “thorn.” My body has been attacked on many fronts. Many times early on in my health battle, I remember trying to reconcile my suffering with God’s purpose.
As I pondered my place in God’s eyes, questions of doubt polluted my mind:
What did I do to deserve this illness?
If God actually loves me, why doesn’t he heal me?
How could a broken body fit into God’s plans?
By worldly standards, my value depended on what I could do, instead of what God already did. For someone who has lived in and out of the hospital for the last two decades, a meaningful life might seem to be an unattainable dream.
Unrooted in God’s word, the presence of my health issues seemed to indicate an absence of His affection.
But friend, this thinking is simply unbiblical. Let’s dispel this lie by replacing it with God’s truth and equip ourselves with biblical instruction for endurance.
Maybe you don’t struggle with a chronic illness, but we all struggle with chronic issues. Whether you’re dealing with multiple health issues, the scars of life that still plague your mind or the same addiction continues creeping into your life, God tells us that no trial can separate us from His Love. ~Romans 8:35
In fact, our trials might be the very tool God uses to strengthen our relationship with Him. So, as we think about chronic illness, let’s redirect our thoughts from asking “what could I have done differently to prevent my health issues”, to instead asking, “God, how can you work through my current health issues?”
Two words come to mind when I consider how God can work through our challenges to refine our faith: Reliance and Glory.
1. RELIANCE – God can use our current life challenges to encourage us to rely more fully on Him.
For those struggling to understand why God allows hardship to ensue, the book of Job is a masterpiece written just for us. The Bible describes Job as a faithful man with many blessings. To test whether Job will still praise God’s name even when his life crumbles, God allows the enemy to wreak havoc on Job’s life – striking his flesh and bones with sickness, infecting him with skin boils, and turning his family away (Job 1:4-9). Job is not only chronically ill, but also chronically lonely, as his loved ones tell him to just give up and curse His Creator.
Let’s pause right here. God allows the enemy to test Job. Now, why would God do this? Among many reasons, God uses suffering as a tool to refine Job’s faith. God knows that it is in the valleys that we are encouraged to truly rely on Him.
Amid adversity, Job’s mind is a battlefield much like our own; his thoughts go between wanting God to leave Him alone and begging for God’s support. In the end, through his wrestle with God, Job remains faithful that God’s promises are true. He trusts that God loves him in his struggles and is working all things together for good.
As we learn in Job, sometimes God allows for challenges, not to punish us, but to strengthen our relationship with Him.When storms arise, may we trust that God’s plans are purposeful. This means that whether we are battling a seasonal cold or fighting for our lives after tragedy strikes, God’s loving hand is in everything.
2. HIS GLORY – The contrast of our weakness with His Power emphasizes our need for God.
In 2 Corinthians 12, Paul describes pleading with the Lord to remove a “thorn in his flesh” (2 Corinthians 12:7). In my own life, my “thorn” represents my health battle.
Jesus addresses Paul’s request by equipping him with endurance and explaining that his struggle has a purpose. Jesus answers, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My Power is perfected in weakness” (2 Corinthians 12:9). In this story, Paul’s struggle serves as a reminder of his inherent inadequacy to our all-powerful God, ultimately pointing to his need for a Savior.
Though God denies Paul’s request for healing, He assures him that His grace will help him endure. Paul is not blessed with healing, but instead, with a more valuable and versatile blessing: the ability to see God’s light in the darkness of his valley. God doesn’t leave us to dwell in our struggles, He helps us endure.
God’s response gives hope to those whose prayers seemingly go unanswered. Next time you ask God to remove your “thorn”, may you remember that a lack of an answer is not evidence of a distant God. God always responds to our requests; His responses just might differ from what we planned. No matter the response, if we trust God with our lives, we can be sure that He is working for our good and His glory (Romans 8:28).
As we learn from Paul’s interaction with God, some of our wounds will only heal once we go home to Heaven, but we can trust that our struggles are a part of a beautiful redemption story.
Let’s look at another example of how God can work through our pain to reveal His Power. In John 9, Jesus is walking around town with His disciples when they spot a man who is blind from birth. Jesus’ disciples ask him a question that might sound like one you’ve asked yourself before: “who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” (John 9:2). Sound familiar? The disciples mistakenly assume that this man’s disability is due to his personal sin.
Jesus corrects the disciples, responding, “neither this man nor his parents sinned…This came about so that God’s works might be displayed in him” (John 9:3). With this declaration, Jesus dispels the lie that the only purpose for our trials is punishment, and He communicates that our trials can be used to display God’s power.
Jesus then heals the blind man, confirming his belief and establishing an eternal relationship.
Before his healing, we can’t be sure of how this man’s disability affected his self-esteem, but he might have believed some of the same lies that often ravage our minds. When measuring himself against societal standards, he very well could have attributed his disability to a distant God. However, when Jesus enters the scene, it becomes clear that this man’s disability was the very tool God utilized to strengthen his relationship with Him.
As we reflect on these stories, the Word illuminates God’s heart for the chronically ill: God has a purpose for our pain, His love does not waver, and He will work all things together for good, even the messy parts of our lives.
God does not promise to remove our thorns, but He does promise to help us endure. Whatever your thorn looks like, may you remember that God provides a peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:6-7).
Throughout my battle with multiple health issues, medical mysteries, and shattered plans, one verse has sparked hope in my soul: “We do not give up. Even though our outer person is being destroyed, our inner person is being renewed day by day” (2 Corinthians 4:12).
Friend, however deep your thorns dig, may you never give up. Keep overcoming and finish strong. ~OC
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