Loving Our Immigrant Neighbors

Today’s a new day! 

One of the most beautiful truths found throughout Scripture is this: every person is created in the image of God.

That truth doesn’t stop at a border.

It doesn’t depend on the language someone speaks, the color of their passport, or the country they once called home.

It is a truth that reminds us that every person has immeasurable value because they are loved by their Creator.

Today, my heart is especially drawn toward the immigrant community.

Behind every journey is a story.

Some came seeking opportunity. Others came to reunite with family. Some fled violence, persecution, or desperate circumstances. Many have sacrificed everything they knew in the hope of building a safer, better future for those they love.

While every person’s story is different, one thing remains the same: they deserve to be treated with dignity, kindness, and respect.

As followers of Jesus, our first response should never be fear or indifference. Our first response should be love.

Throughout His earthly ministry, Jesus consistently noticed the people others overlooked. He welcomed those on the margins, showed compassion to those in need, and reminded us that loving our neighbor is not optional—it is central to following Him.

Loving our immigrant neighbors does not require us to agree on every political question or every policy debate. Faithful Christians can hold different views about immigration laws and border security while still agreeing that every human being deserves compassion and should be treated with dignity.

The Gospel calls us to something higher than winning arguments.

It calls us to love.

That love may look like volunteering with a local ministry, helping a family learn English, providing meals, supporting legal aid ministries, mentoring children, offering friendship to someone who feels alone, or simply taking the time to listen to another person’s story.

Sometimes the greatest ministry begins with seeing someone who feels invisible.

The Church has an incredible opportunity to reflect the heart of Christ.

Imagine churches becoming places where newcomers find hope instead of suspicion, friendship instead of isolation, and grace instead of rejection.

Imagine believers praying not only for their own families but also for the families who have traveled difficult roads in search of safety, stability, or a new beginning.

The love of Christ has always crossed every barrier humanity has tried to build.

When we remember that, our hearts begin to change.

Today, let’s pray for immigrant families in our neighborhoods and throughout the world. Pray for their safety, for wisdom for those making difficult decisions, for churches to faithfully serve their communities, and for our leaders as they seek solutions that uphold both justice and compassion.

Then ask the Lord a simple but life-changing question:

“Jesus, how can You use me to love my neighbors today?”

Because prayer is never meant to end with “Amen.”

Prayer changes us.

Prayer opens our eyes.

Prayer moves our hands and feet.

May we become known as people who welcome others with the same grace that Christ has shown us.

One day, people from every tribe, every language, every nation, and every people will stand together before the throne of God, worshiping Jesus with one voice.

Until then, may we live as citizens of His Kingdom—loving generously, serving humbly, praying faithfully, and reflecting the heart of Christ to everyone we meet.

Prayer:

Dear God, we lift up immigrant families around the world and in our own communities. You know every journey, every fear, every hope, and every need. Protect those who are vulnerable, comfort those who are grieving, strengthen families facing uncertainty, and provide opportunities for peace and flourishing. Give wisdom to our leaders as they make difficult decisions, and help Your Church to be a place of compassion, truth, and hope. Teach us to love our neighbors as You have loved us, so that our lives point others to Jesus Christ. In His powerful and holy name we pray, Amen.

Hope Isles: A New Beginning/Chapter Sixteen- The Lighthouse

James arrived at the lighthouse just before sunrise.

The island was still asleep.

Or at least it appeared to be.

A soft breeze rolled in from the ocean, carrying the scent of salt and sea grass.

The old lighthouse stood against the brightening horizon.

Weathered.

Steady.

Faithful.

Much like Hope Isles itself.

James parked near the gravel path and stepped out.

The note was folded in his jacket pocket.

He still wasn’t entirely convinced this wasn’t some elaborate prank.

Probably Ethan.

Possibly June.

Definitely suspicious.

But something about the letter felt different.

Intentional.

Important.

As he approached the lighthouse, he noticed a figure standing near the railing overlooking the water.

An older man.

Gray hair.

Broad shoulders despite his age.

Hands tucked into his coat pockets.

Watching the sunrise.

Waiting.

James slowed.

The man turned.

And smiled.

“You’re James.”

It wasn’t a question.

James nodded.

“I am.”

The man extended a hand.

“My name is Walter Bennett.”

James shook it.

The name sounded vaguely familiar.

But he couldn’t place it.

“You sent the letter?”

Walter nodded.

“I did.”

James glanced around.

“Mind explaining why?”

Walter chuckled.

“Straight to the point.”

“I didn’t wake up before sunrise for small talk.”

“Fair enough.”

For several moments Walter remained quiet.

Watching the first rays of sunlight break across the water.

Finally he spoke.

“I knew your grandfather.”

James blinked.

“What?”

Walter looked at him.

“Your grandfather.”

The words hit unexpectedly.

James had never known much about his grandparents.

His father rarely spoke about them.

Almost never.

“That’s impossible.”

Walter smiled.

“No. Just unlikely.”

James folded his arms.

“My family has no connection to Hope Isles.”

Walter raised an eyebrow.

“Are you sure about that?”

The certainty James had carried moments earlier suddenly weakened.

Walter reached into his coat and removed an old photograph.

The edges were worn.

The image faded by time.

He handed it over.

James stared.

Three men stood beside a fishing boat.

One of them looked remarkably familiar.

Not because he knew the man.

Because he recognized the eyes.

The smile.

The resemblance.

“My grandfather?”

Walter nodded.

“Thomas Carter.”

James looked closer.

Standing beside Thomas was a younger version of Walter.

And behind them—

the Hope Isles harbor.

James’s heart raced.

“This was taken here?”

“It was.”

James looked up.

“My father never mentioned any of this.”

Walter sighed.

“No. He wouldn’t.”

“Why?”

The older man stared toward the ocean.

“Because some stories carry pain.”

The answer wasn’t enough.

And Walter knew it.

He motioned toward a nearby bench.

“Sit.”

Reluctantly, James did.

Walter sat beside him.

The morning sunlight continued spreading across the water.

“What I’m about to tell you happened a long time ago,” Walter began.

“Before you were born.”

“Before your father left.”

“Before Hope House existed.”

James listened carefully.

Walter continued.

“Your grandfather grew up here.”

The statement alone felt impossible.

Yet somehow true.

“He loved this island.”

Walter smiled softly.

“Most of us did.”

“What happened?”

Walter’s expression darkened.

“There was a storm.”

The words came quietly.

“He wasn’t supposed to be out on the water that night.”

James felt his chest tighten.

“But he went anyway.”

Walter nodded.

“Someone else was stranded.”

Silence.

A familiar story was beginning to emerge.

A story of sacrifice.

Of rescue.

Of loss.

Walter looked down.

“Your grandfather saved three people.”

James swallowed.

“And?”

Walter closed his eyes briefly.

“He never came home.”

The waves crashed gently against the rocks below.

James stared at the horizon.

Trying to absorb it.

Trying to understand.

“My father never told me.”

“No.”

Walter nodded sadly.

“He blamed Hope Isles.”

James frowned.

“For what?”

“For taking his father.”

The answer landed heavily.

Suddenly pieces began fitting together.

His father’s distance.

His bitterness.

His refusal to discuss the past.

The years spent running.

Running from grief.

Running from memories.

Running from this place.

Walter looked at him carefully.

“Your father left the island shortly after.”

James said nothing.

Because he already knew.

For the first time, he finally understood why.

Walter reached into his coat once more.

This time he produced a small wooden box.

Simple.

Worn.

Old.

He handed it to James.

“What’s this?”

“It belonged to Thomas.”

James carefully opened the lid.

Inside rested an old pocket watch.

And a folded letter.

The handwriting had faded.

But remained readable.

James looked up.

Walter smiled.

“He left that for his family.”

James stared at the letter.

His hands trembling slightly.

“Why give it to me now?”

Walter’s eyes softened.

“Because you’re the first Carter to come home.”

The words settled over him.

Heavy.

Meaningful.

True.

For a long moment neither man spoke.

The lighthouse stood behind them.

The ocean stretched endlessly before them.

And between past and present sat a man 

discovering that his story had started long before he realized.

Finally Walter stood.

“Read the letter when you’re ready.”

James looked up.

“You’re leaving?”

Walter smiled.

“My part of the story is finished.”

He started walking away.

Then paused.

One last thought.

“James?”

“Yeah?”

Walter turned.

“Sometimes God brings us home so He can show us where we came from.”

Then he walked down the path.

Leaving James alone with the box.

The watch.

The letter.

And a century of questions waiting to be answered.

As the sun climbed higher over Hope Isles, James slowly unfolded the letter.

The first line alone stopped him cold.

It read:

To my son… if you are reading this, then I never made it back.

And suddenly, everything changed.

To Be Continued…

Hope Isles: A New Beginning/Chapter Fifteen- New Doors

For a few moments, nobody moved.

Sarah stood a few feet away from James.

James stood beside his car.

The evening sunlight painted the front porch of Hope House in shades of gold and amber.

Everything felt strangely familiar.

And completely different.

Home had a way of doing that.

Finally Sarah laughed.

“Are you planning on standing there all night?”

James grinned.

“I was considering it.”

“Well don’t.”

She stepped forward and hugged him.

The embrace caught him off guard.

Not because it was unexpected.

Because it felt natural.

Like he’d never left.

When they stepped apart, Ethan appeared behind her.

“You took your sweet time.”

James laughed.

“It’s good to see you too.”

Ethan pulled him into a quick hug.

“Seriously, though. Welcome back.”

One by one the others gathered.

Smiles.

Handshakes.

Questions.

Laughter.

The kind of welcome that couldn’t be manufactured.

It had to be lived.

And somehow Hope Isles always seemed to know how to do it.

Later that evening everyone gathered around the large dining room table.

Stories were exchanged.

Coffee was poured.

Someone brought pie.

No one could remember who.

Which somehow made perfect sense.

At one point James found himself simply watching.

Listening.

Taking it all in.

The conversations.

The friendships.

The warmth.

For years he’d searched for belonging in all the wrong places.

Only to discover it waiting for him here.

Across the table Sarah noticed him smiling.

“What?”

James shook his head.

“Nothing.”

“That’s never true.”

He laughed.

“I just missed this.”

The room grew quiet.

Not awkwardly.

Meaningfully.

Then June pointed a fork at him.

“We missed you too.”

The emotion behind her words was impossible to ignore.

James looked down for a moment.

Humbled.

Grateful.

Home.

The word carried more weight than ever before.

After dinner, as people began drifting toward their rooms, Sarah stopped James near the front porch.

“Walk with me?”

He nodded.

The island air felt cool and refreshing after the heat of the day.

Together they followed a path that wound toward the shoreline.

The moon reflected off the water.

The waves moved gently against the shore.

Neither felt rushed to speak.

Finally Sarah broke the silence.

“How’s your father?”

James looked out across the water.

The question hurt.

But not in the same way anymore.

“Still fighting.”

Sarah nodded.

“And you?”

That question took longer to answer.

James thought carefully.

“I’m healing.”

Sarah smiled softly.

“That’s a good answer.”

They continued walking.

Eventually they reached an old wooden bench overlooking the water.

The same bench where countless conversations had happened over the years.

James sat down.

Sarah joined him.

For several moments they simply watched the waves.

Then Sarah spoke again.

“You know, while you were gone something happened.”

James turned toward her.

“What?”

“A letter arrived.”

His brow furrowed.

“For me?”

She nodded.

“I didn’t open it.”

“Where is it?”

Sarah smiled.

“In your room.”

James frowned.

“That’s not ominous at all.”

“It wasn’t supposed to be.”

“But it is.”

Sarah laughed.

“Then mission accomplished.”

Back at Hope House, James climbed the stairs to his room.

Everything looked exactly as he’d left it.

Yet somehow it felt different.

The room no longer felt temporary.

It felt claimed.

Lived in.

A place rooted in purpose.

Sitting on the desk was a single envelope.

His name written across the front.

No return address.

No explanation.

Just:

James Carter.

He picked it up.

Turned it over.

Nothing.

For a moment he considered waiting until morning.

Instead he opened it.

Inside was a handwritten note.

Only one page.

Only a few lines.

But enough to stop him cold.

The message read:

James,

If you’re reading this, then you’ve finally come home.

There are things about Hope Isles you don’t know.

Things about its past.

Things about your connection to it.

When you’re ready, meet me at the old lighthouse.

Come alone.

Sunrise.

No signature.

No clue.

Nothing.

James read it again.

And again.

His pulse quickened.

A connection to Hope Isles?

What connection?

He had arrived as a stranger.

Hadn’t he?

The questions multiplied by the second.

A knock at the door startled him.

Ethan stepped inside.

“You okay?”

James quickly folded the letter.

“Yeah.”

Ethan narrowed his eyes.

“That sounded suspicious.”

“I’m fine.”

“Now it sounds even more suspicious.”

James laughed despite himself.

Eventually Ethan left.

But sleep never came easily that night.

The letter remained on the nightstand.

Waiting.

The lighthouse sat at the far edge of the island.

Silent.

Watching.

As it had for decades.

And long after Hope House had gone quiet, James stared out the window toward the darkness.

Wondering.

Questioning.

Waiting for morning.

Because something was coming.

Something bigger than his return.

Something tied to the island itself.

And as the first hints of dawn began touching the horizon, the old lighthouse stood against the sky like a sentinel.

Keeping secrets.

For now.

To Be Continued…

The A Side And The B Side

Today’s a new day!

I am old enough to remember vinyl records.

Yes, I know vinyl has made an incredible comeback over the last several years, and I love seeing younger generations discover the warmth and beauty of a record spinning on a turntable. But I remember when vinyl wasn’t “retro”—it was simply how we listened to music.

Back then, every 45 RPM record had two sides.

The A Side was the song everyone knew. It was the hit. It was the song the radio stations played over and over. It climbed the charts, filled concert arenas, and became the soundtrack to people’s lives.

Then there was the B Side.

The B Side was different. It wasn’t always a chart-topper. Most people never heard it unless they bought the record. Sometimes it was experimental. Sometimes it was deeply personal. Sometimes it became a hidden treasure that devoted fans loved even more than the hit song.

I’ve been thinking lately…

Isn’t that a lot like us?

We all have an A Side and a B Side.

Our A Side is what we willingly show the world. It’s our smiles, our accomplishments, our family photos, our promotions, our victories, our carefully chosen words, and the version of ourselves we hope others admire.

It’s polished.

It’s presentable.

It’s what we want everyone else to hear.

But then there’s the B Side.

The B Side holds our fears.

It carries our disappointments, regrets, doubts, failures, grief, hidden tears, unanswered prayers, and private battles that few people ever see.

It’s the side we often try to keep tucked away.

The truth is, God isn’t impressed by our A Side because He already knows our B Side.

Before we ever spoke our first word, He knew every chapter of our story.

He knows every wound we’ve tried to hide.

Every scar we’ve covered.

Every question we’ve been afraid to ask.

Every tear we’ve cried when no one else was watching.

And here’s the beautiful part…

He doesn’t love us in spite of our B Side.

He loves us completely—including our B Side.

Jesus never looked for perfect people.

He sought broken people.

He welcomed doubters.

He embraced outcasts.

He forgave failures.

He restored those who thought their story was over.

While society often rewards polished appearances, Jesus specializes in transformed hearts.

The Apostle Paul understood this when he wrote that God’s power is made perfect in weakness. 

Our weaknesses are not obstacles to God’s grace—they are often the very places where His grace shines brightest.

Perhaps that’s why some of the most powerful testimonies aren’t found on someone’s A Side.

They’re found on the B Side.

The addiction that Jesus broke.

The marriage He restored.

The depression He carried someone through.

The cancer battle that strengthened faith.

The years of wandering before coming home.

The loss that deepened trust.

The miracle that was born from unimaginable pain.

Those are the songs that reveal God’s faithfulness.

Maybe you’ve spent years trying to hide your B Side.

Maybe you’re afraid that if people knew your struggles, they would think less of you.

But Jesus already knows.

And He still calls you His beloved.

In fact, He can use the very chapters you’re most tempted to hide to encourage someone who is walking through a similar valley.

The enemy whispers, “Hide your B Side.”

Jesus says, “Let Me redeem it.”

The enemy says, “You’re defined by your failures.”

Jesus says, “You’re defined by My grace.”

The enemy wants us to pretend.

Jesus invites us to be transformed.

Maybe it’s time to stop living only from our A Side.

Maybe it’s time to let God’s grace rewrite the song on our B Side.

Because sometimes the most beautiful music isn’t the song everyone knows.

It’s the one written in the quiet places where God met us in our brokenness, carried us through the storm, and turned our pain into a testimony.

After all, the greatest story ever told wasn’t about people who had everything together.

It was about a Savior who came for people whose records had been scratched, whose hearts had been broken, and whose lives needed redemption.

And because of Jesus, even our B Side can become a song of hope.

Reflection

What’s on your B Side today?

Whatever it is, don’t hide it from the One who already knows every note. Bring it to Jesus. He is the Master Redeemer, and He has a way of taking the songs we thought would never be heard and turning them into testimonies that point others to His love, grace, and saving power.

Sometimes the song God uses most isn’t the one the world applauds.

It’s the one that reveals His amazing grace. ~OC

Hope Isles: A New Beginning/ Chapter Thirteen- The Choice

James barely slept.

The conversation with his father lingered long after the house had gone quiet.

Tomorrow, you decide which road you’re really on.

The words replayed in his mind through the night.

Not because he didn’t understand them.

Because he did.

And that made them impossible to ignore.

Morning arrived slowly.

Sunlight spilled through the kitchen window as James poured himself a cup of coffee.

His father was already awake.

Again.

Bible open.

Reading.

The sight no longer felt surprising.

It felt familiar.

His father looked up.

“You decide yet?”

James smirked.

“Good morning to you too.”

His father chuckled softly.

“That’s not an answer.”

James sat down across from him.

Neither man spoke for a moment.

Finally James sighed.

“I don’t know.”

His father nodded.

“Then maybe you’re asking the wrong question.”

James looked at him.

“What does that mean?”

His father closed the Bible.

“You’re trying to decide where you’re supposed to be.”

“Isn’t that the point?”

“No.”

The answer came quickly.

Firmly.

“The real question is who you’re supposed to be.”

Silence followed.

The kind that carried weight.

Not pressure.

Truth.

His father continued.

“You can be in the right place and still be the wrong man.”

Those words landed somewhere deep.

Because James knew exactly what he meant.

For years he’d been chasing destinations.

Careers.

Cities.

Opportunities.

Fresh starts.

Thinking the next place would somehow become the answer.

But Hope Isles had taught him something different.

Healing wasn’t geography.

It was transformation.

A knock at the door interrupted the moment.

Rebecca entered carrying a small folder.

“I hate being the bearer of serious conversations this early.”

James laughed softly.

“You’ve gotten pretty good at it.”

She handed the folder to his father.

Medical reports.

Appointments.

Timelines.

Reality.

The older man glanced at them before setting them aside.

“I’m not spending today looking at numbers.”

Rebecca smiled.

“Good.”

For a moment all three simply sat together.

Then James spoke.

“I’m going back.”

The words surprised even him.

Rebecca’s eyes widened.

His father didn’t react immediately.

Almost as though he’d already known.

“Hope Isles?” Rebecca asked.

James nodded.

“Hope Isles.”

The room became quiet.

His father slowly leaned back in his chair.

“When?”

James stared out the window.

“Tomorrow.”

His father smiled.

Not because he was happy James was leaving.

Because he was happy James had stopped running.

“I was hoping you’d say that.”

James looked at him.

“You knew?”

His father nodded.

“The minute you started talking about that town.”

Rebecca laughed.

“You talked about it a lot.”

James shook his head.

“I didn’t realize.”

“You did,” she said.

“Every conversation eventually ended there.”

The realization settled over him.

Hope Isles wasn’t simply where he lived.

It was where he had become alive again.

That afternoon they took another walk.

This one slower than the day before.

The summer breeze moved gently through the trees.

Neither man felt the need to fill every silence.

Some relationships reach a point where words become less important.

This was becoming one of them.

Eventually they reached a small overlook above the water.

His father stopped.

Breathing carefully.

Looking out across the horizon.

“You know what I regret most?”

James waited.

“Not the mistakes.”

James frowned.

“What then?”

His father stared into the distance.

“The years I wasted pretending I was fine.”

That answer caught James off guard.

His father continued.

“Pride stole more from me than failure ever did.”

The words hung there.

Raw.

Honest.

Painfully true.

James nodded slowly.

He understood.

More than he wanted to admit.

As they turned to walk back, his father placed a hand on his shoulder.

A simple gesture.

But one that carried decades of meaning.

“You have something I never had.”

James looked at him.

“What?”

His father smiled.

“A second chance while there’s still time.”

Back in Hope Isles, preparations were quietly underway.

Not because anyone knew James was returning.

But because Hope Isles always seemed to sense things before they happened.

June was cleaning tables when she suddenly stopped.

Joe noticed immediately.

“What now?”

She smiled.

“Nothing.”

“You got that look.”

“What look?”

“The one that means you’re about to say something mysterious.”

June laughed.

“I think someone’s coming home.”

Joe rolled his eyes.

“You say that every week.”

“And eventually I’m right.”

Across town, Sarah sat on the porch of Hope House watching the sunset.

The empty rocking chair beside her remained untouched.

For weeks.

She looked toward the road.

Not expecting anything.

Not waiting.

Just wondering.

Ethan stepped outside carrying two glasses of lemonade.

“You thinking about him again?”

Sarah accepted the drink.

“Maybe.”

Ethan sat down.

“You know something?”

“What?”

“I think he’s closer than we realize.”

Sarah smiled faintly.

Hope Isles had a funny way of making people believe things they couldn’t explain.

Back at his father’s house, James packed a small bag.

The same bag he’d arrived with.

Yet somehow everything felt different now.

Not because his circumstances had changed.

Because he had.

Later that evening, he found his father sitting on the porch.

Watching the stars.

James took the empty chair beside him.

Neither spoke for several minutes.

Finally his father broke the silence.

“I’m proud of you.”

James looked over.

The words hit harder than expected.

Harder than apologies.

Harder than explanations.

Because they were simple.

And real.

His father smiled.

“I should have said that years ago.”

James felt emotion rise in his chest.

But this time he didn’t push it away.

He simply let it exist.

The stars stretched endlessly above them.

Quiet

Steady.

Faithful.

Much like grace.

And somewhere beyond the darkness, a small island town waited.

Not because it needed James.

But because he had finally become the man capable of returning.

Tomorrow he would begin the journey back.

But tonight—

for the first time in a very long time—

he felt at peace with both where he came from…

and where he was going.

And far away in Hope Isles, a church bell rang softly in the evening air.

As if heaven itself was preparing for a homecoming.

To Be Continued…

The Morning That Changed My Prayer Life Forever

This is the second of two deeply personal experiences that I have shared publicly for the very first time.

The first was my experience during surgery in 2019, when I believe God allowed me to see Heaven before telling me, “Not yet. I still have more work for you to do.”

This is the story of another experience that forever changed how I pray, how I love people, and how urgently I believe Christians should share the Good News of Jesus Christ.

After the miracle God performed in my life in November of 2019, something incredible happened.

For a season, God allowed me to run again.

Considering everything my body had endured through years of illness, surgeries, and suffering, every mile felt like a gift from God. Every run became an opportunity not only to exercise but also to pray.

On a Thursday morning in October of 2020, I headed out for what I thought would be another ordinary run.

As I ran past Jupiter Medical Center in Jupiter, Florida, I did what I had done countless times before. I prayed for the doctors, nurses, staff, patients, and families. I asked Jesus to bring healing, peace, wisdom, comfort, and hope to everyone inside those walls.

A little farther into my run, I decided to stop at a men’s Bible study in Jupiter. We spent time praying together, encouraging one another, and opening God’s Word. It was a wonderful morning of fellowship.

After the Bible study, I decided to continue my run before heading home.

That’s when everything changed.

As I ran down Central Boulevard near the park affectionately known as “Duck Park,” life seemed completely normal. The sky was bright blue. The weather was cool. People were jogging, riding bicycles, walking, and driving by.

Then, in what felt like only moments, everything around me changed.

The blue skies disappeared.

Darkness surrounded me.

The temperature became unbearably hot.

What I experienced next is something that has stayed with me every single day since.

I believe God allowed me, for only a few brief moments, to experience something I can only describe as a glimpse of hell.

Around me I heard people crying out in desperation.

They were screaming.

Over and over I heard words that pierced my heart:

“Why didn’t anyone tell us about Jesus?”

“Why did so many Christians give up on us?”

Those cries echoed with an anguish that is impossible to put into words.

What made the experience even more overwhelming was that I could still see people running, riding bicycles, and driving as they had been only moments before, yet in this experience they too were crying out with the very same questions.

The entire experience lasted only a matter of seconds.

Then it was over.

I have often joked that I could have qualified for the Olympic team by how fast I ran home that morning.

But behind the humor is a truth that has never left me.

That morning changed my life forever.

Whether I am speaking with one person or a thousand people, I can no longer look at anyone the same way.

Every person I meet has an eternal soul.

Every conversation matters.

Every act of kindness matters.

Every prayer matters.

Every opportunity to share the love of Jesus matters.

I don’t believe Christians are called to preach with condemnation or fear. We are called to preach with tears in our eyes, compassion in our hearts, and the love of Christ leading every word we speak.

Jesus didn’t come to condemn the world.

He came to save it.

That experience gave me an urgency that has never faded.

I still wake up every day asking God, “Who needs to hear about You today? Who needs encouragement today? Who needs hope today? Who needs someone to remind them that they are loved by God?”

I believe every follower of Jesus should live with that same sense of eternal purpose—not out of panic, but out of love.

People all around us are searching for hope.

Many have never truly experienced the grace of Jesus.

Many have been hurt by people who claimed to represent Him.

Many have concluded that no one cares enough to tell them the truth wrapped in love.

May that never be said of us.

This is the first time I have publicly shared both of these experiences—my encounter in Heaven during surgery in 2019 and this life-changing experience during a morning run in October of 2020.

Both have been incredibly difficult to share, each for different reasons.

I know there will be questions.

There may even be skepticism.

I understand that.

My goal has never been to convince anyone based on my experiences.

My prayer is simply that my testimony points people to Jesus Christ.

If these stories encourage even one person to seek Him more deeply, to pray more faithfully, to love more compassionately, or to boldly share the Gospel with someone who needs hope, then sharing them will have been worth it.

As Scripture reminds us:

“Go into all the world and preach the gospel to all creation.” (Mark 16:15)

May we never grow comfortable with keeping the greatest news the world has ever known to ourselves.

There are people waiting to hear about the Savior who changed our lives.

Let’s tell them. ~OC

Not Yet: The Day God Sent Me Back

I don’t share the following two encounters very often. The reason is simple—they’re deeply personal, incredibly overwhelming, and whenever I do share them, there are always people who want to explain them away, offer their own opinions, or question what happened.

That’s okay.

After years of keeping the following two life experiences mostly to myself, I’ve reached a place in my journey where I’m no longer concerned with convincing anyone. My responsibility is simply to tell the story God has given me to tell.

Over the next two posts, I want to share two totally different experiences that forever changed my life.

Here is the first one. 

On April 16, 2019, I underwent one of my many stomach surgeries after years of battling serious health challenges. During that surgery, something happened that I will never forget.

I went to Heaven.

As impossible as that may sound to some, I know what I experienced.

I remember walking on streets of gold unlike anything I could have ever imagined. The colors were beyond anything my earthly eyes had ever seen before—or have seen since. Everything radiated the glory of God in a way that words simply cannot describe.

But perhaps the most incredible part was this…

I had a completely new body.

There were no scars.

No feeding tubes.

No medical devices.

No pain.

No weakness.

Every reminder of my years of illness was gone.

For the first time in a very long time, I felt completely whole.

As I continued walking, I saw a set of steps just ahead of me. When I placed my right foot on the very first step, I heard the voice of God with absolute clarity.

“Not yet.”

Then He told me that He still had more work for me to do on earth.

The next thing I remember was waking up in the recovery room surrounded by doctors and nurses.

Apparently, during the procedure they believed something medically significant had happened because when I awoke, I wasn’t speaking. I simply kept pointing toward the sky.

It would be nearly twenty-four hours before I could really speak again.

If I’m being completely honest, I remember feeling almost depressed after waking up.

I didn’t want to come back.

At that point in my life, I weighed only 110 pounds. I had been unable to eat solid food for several years. I needed a voice amplifier just to communicate. My body was exhausted after years of surgeries, treatments, and constant battles.

I was ready to be home with Jesus.

My question wasn’t, “Why did this happen?”

My question was, “Lord…why did You send me back?”

I didn’t understand.

Not yet.

What I couldn’t see in that recovery room was that God already had the next chapter written.

Almost seven months later, in November 3, 2019, Jesus would allow me to experience a miracle that would change not only my life but also the lives of countless people who would witness it firsthand or hear about it in the years that followed.

Sometimes God says “not yet” because your story isn’t finished.

Sometimes He sends you back because someone else still needs the hope that only your testimony can give.

Looking back now, I understand that Heaven wasn’t simply shown to me as a destination—it was given to me as a reminder.

A reminder that this world is not our home.

A reminder that suffering has an expiration date.

A reminder that God still has purpose even when we cannot see it.

And a reminder that when God says, “Not yet,” it’s never a rejection.

It’s an assignment. One that can lead us on a crazy beautiful journey. 

A different, but equally important encounter is coming up in the next post. ~OC

Hope Isles: A New Beginning/ Chapter Twelve: The Road Back Home

The next morning, James found something he didn’t expect.

Peace.

Not full clarity. Not full resolution. But enough quiet in his chest to breathe without it hurting.

His father was already sitting at the kitchen table again, Bible open this time, not just resting there like yesterday.

Reading.

Slowly.

Carefully.

Like someone relearning a language they once knew by heart.

“You’re up early,” James said.

His father looked up.

“So are you.”

A faint pause.

Then, almost cautiously:

“I used to read this every morning,” his father said.

James leaned against the counter.

“What changed?”

His father didn’t dodge it.

“I let shame become louder than God.”

That honesty didn’t feel rehearsed.

It felt earned.

James nodded once, like he was filing that away somewhere deeper than conversation.

Later that morning, Rebecca returned.

She stood in the doorway for a moment, taking in the scene—father and son sharing space that had once been defined by absence.

“I see things are… still happening,” she said gently.

James gave a half-smile.

“That’s one way to put it.”

She stepped inside.

“There’s something you should know.”

James straightened slightly.

“What now?”

Rebecca hesitated.

“Your father’s condition is more serious than I originally explained.”

Silence settled immediately.

James didn’t look surprised.

Just still.

“How serious?” he asked.

Rebecca lowered her voice.

“Months. Maybe less.”

That word didn’t explode.

It just sank.

Quietly.

Deeply.

His father closed the Bible slowly.

“I told her not to sugarcoat it,” he said.

James turned toward him.

“Why?”

His father looked at him with tired eyes.

“Because I don’t have time for half-truths anymore.”

That landed harder than anything else had so far.

For the rest of the day, something shifted.

Not dramatically.

But noticeably.

James stayed.

Not just physically.

Mentally.

Emotionally.

Present in a way he hadn’t been before.

That afternoon, they walked together outside.

Slow steps.

Careful pacing.

The kind of walk that forces conversation to either surface—or disappear entirely.

“I wasn’t there when you needed me,” his father said.

James didn’t interrupt.

“But I’m here now.”

James looked ahead.

“That’s not how time works.”

“I know.”

A pause.

Then his father added:

“But it’s all I have left to offer.”

That honesty softened something in James—not the wound, but the edges around it.

Meanwhile, in Hope Isles, life kept moving.

June was refilling coffee cups at Sit Awhile.

“You think he’s coming back?” Joe asked.

June didn’t look up.

“I think he already started.”

Joe frowned.

“That’s not an answer.”

June finally smiled.

“It is in Hope Isles.”

At Hope House, Sarah stood in the doorway of James’s room.

It still looked untouched.

Like someone paused mid-life.

Ethan walked up behind her.

“You ever think he won’t come back?” he asked.

Sarah didn’t turn around.

“I try not to.”

Ethan leaned against the wall.

“I’d understand if he didn’t.”

Sarah finally looked at him.

“Would you?”

Ethan hesitated.

“No.”

That honesty surprised even him.

That night, James and his father sat outside on a small porch.

The air was cool.

Quiet.

Comfortable in a way neither of them had experienced together before.

His father spoke first.

“I used to think coming back meant fixing everything.”

James listened.

“I was wrong,” his father continued.

“Coming back just means you stop running.”

That phrase stuck in the air.

Stop running.

James repeated it silently in his mind.

Not aloud.

Not yet.

Inside the house, Rebecca packed her briefcase.

“You’re going to have to decide soon,” she said.

James turned toward her.

“I know.”

She softened slightly.

“I don’t envy you.”

“I don’t either.”

That almost made her smile.

Almost.

Later that night, James stood alone in the backyard.

The sky above him was wide.

Uninterrupted.

Somewhere out there, Hope Isles existed.

A place he once arrived as a stranger.

A place that had slowly rewritten what he thought a life could be.

And now—

it was calling him back in a way he couldn’t ignore.

Not as escape.

Not as comfort.

But as purpose.

He closed his eyes.

And for the first time since arriving here, he prayed without words.

Just silence.

Just surrender.

Just willingness.

When he returned inside, his father was waiting at the table.

“Tomorrow,” his father said quietly.

James looked at him.

“What happens tomorrow?”

His father met his eyes.

“You decide which road you’re really on.”

James didn’t answer.

Because for the first time…

he finally understood the weight of the choice.

Not between two places.

But between two versions of himself.

And somewhere in Hope Isles, a porch light stayed on a little longer than usual.

As if the town itself was waiting.

Not for his arrival.

But for his return.

To Be Continued…

Hope Isles: A New Beginning/ Chapter Eleven: The Weight of a Name

James didn’t sleep much that night.

The guest room at his father’s house was quiet in a way that felt unfamiliar—no creaking porch boards, no distant harbor breeze, no faint sounds of Hope House settling into itself.

Just stillness.

The kind that forces memories to rise when everything else is quiet enough to hear them.

At some point before dawn, James sat up on the edge of the bed and stared at the floor.

Forgiveness.

The word kept returning like a tide that refused to retreat.

Not because he didn’t understand it.

But because understanding it for others had always been easier than living it for himself.

Down the hall, he heard movement.

His father was awake early—again.

James found him in the kitchen, slowly pouring coffee with shaking hands.

“I could’ve done that,” James said.

His father gave a faint smile.

“I needed to try.”

James leaned against the counter.

Silence settled between them again, but it was different now.

Less heavy.

More uncertain.

Like something was being rebuilt, but neither of them knew the shape yet.

“I didn’t raise you right,” his father said suddenly.

James looked up.

“That’s not entirely true.”

His father shook his head.

“It is.”

A pause.

“I raised you with rules. Not presence.”

James didn’t respond immediately.

That honesty was new between them.

Uncomfortable, but real.

“You weren’t there,” James said quietly.

“I know.”

Another silence.

Then James added, softer:

“But I remember the good parts too.”

That caught his father off guard.

“What good parts?”

James hesitated.

“Before everything broke… you used to take me fishing.”

A faint smile crossed the older man’s face.

“I remember that.”

“I think that’s why I still like the water,” James said.

His father looked down at his coffee.

“I used to pray over you when you were asleep,” he said.

James didn’t react right away.

That confession didn’t erase the absence.

But it complicated it.

And complication was something neither of them had fully allowed before.

Meanwhile, in Hope Isles, the day was already in motion.

At the Sit Awhile Diner, June slid a plate toward Joe.

“He hasn’t called yet,” Joe said.

June sighed.

“It’s only been a day.”

Joe shook his head.

“Feels longer.”

June glanced out the window.

“People don’t heal on our schedules.”

At Hope House, Sarah stood on the porch steps with Ethan.

The wind moved gently through the yard.

Ethan kicked at the dirt.

“I don’t like this part,” he admitted.

Sarah looked at him.

“What part?”

“Waiting.”

Sarah nodded slowly.

“Me neither.”

Ethan glanced toward the road.

“You think he’ll come back the same?”

Sarah considered that carefully.

Then answered honestly:

“No.”

Ethan frowned.

“That sounds bad.”

“It doesn’t have to be.”

Back in the city, James and his father sat together again that afternoon.

This time, there was a photograph on the table between them.

The same one Rebecca had shown him.

Father and son.

Younger versions of themselves.

Before everything fractured.

His father pushed it closer.

“I kept this because I didn’t want to forget what I lost,” he said.

James studied it.

“I kept distance because I didn’t want to feel it.”

His father nodded.

“Both of us were holding on in different ways.”

That landed quietly between them.

Neither defended themselves.

Neither argued.

For once, they were simply acknowledging the truth.

Later that evening, James stepped outside alone.

The air was cooler now.

Streetlights flickered on.

Life continued around him, indifferent to personal reconciliation.

He pulled his phone from his pocket.

Stared at it.

Then hesitated.

Hope House.

Hope Isles.

Sarah.

Ethan.

June.

Joe.

Pastor Timothy.

He didn’t call.

Not yet.

But he typed a message.

Just one line.

“I’m still here. I just don’t know who I am when I leave this place.”

He stared at it for a long time.

Then deleted it.

Not because it wasn’t true.

But because it wasn’t finished yet.

Inside, his father opened a small drawer and pulled out a worn Bible.

He set it on the table.

“I stopped reading this for a while,” he said quietly.

James looked at it.

“Why?”

His father answered without looking up.

“Because I couldn’t face what it was asking of me.”

James nodded slowly.

“That sounds familiar.”

For the first time, a small, shared understanding passed between them.

Not resolution.

Not healing.

But recognition.

That night, James stood at the window again.

This time, he didn’t just see the neighborhood.

He saw both places at once.

The quiet city street in front of him…

And the old white house on Joy Lane, filled with voices, brokenness, laughter, and beginning again.

Two worlds.

Two versions of himself.

And somewhere between them…

a decision he would soon have to make.

Because forgiveness wasn’t just something he was being asked to give.

It was something he was being asked to live inside of.

And that changes everything.

To Be Continued….

Hope Isles: A New Beginning Chapter Nine: The Road He Didn’t Want To Take

For two days after Rebecca Turner’s visit, James was quieter than usual.

Hope House still moved with life—Sarah working shifts at the diner, Ethan learning the rhythm of the barn workshop, June dropping off pies she pretended weren’t intentional acts of kindness.

But James moved through it all like someone standing slightly outside his own life.

On the third morning, Pastor Timothy knocked on the open kitchen door.

James was sitting at the table with the photograph again.

Same image.

Same boy.

Same father.

Different weight every time he looked at it.

“Mind if I sit?” the pastor asked.

James nodded.

Timothy took the chair across from him and didn’t speak right away. He just looked at the photo.

“That him?” he finally asked.

“My father,” James said.

A pause.

“You’re thinking about going.”

It wasn’t a question.

James exhaled slowly.

“I don’t want to.”

“But you are.”

James didn’t answer immediately. Outside, a blue jay landed on the porch railing, tilted its head, and flew off again like it had lost interest.

“I don’t know what I’ll find there,” James said.

“Sometimes that’s not the point,” Timothy replied.

James looked up.

“What is the point?”

The pastor leaned back slightly.

“Obedience. Healing. Closure. Sometimes all three… sometimes none of those words fit.”

James gave a faint, tired laugh.

“That doesn’t help much.”

Timothy nodded.

“It’s not supposed to.”

By that afternoon, Hope Isles already knew.

They always did.

At the Sit Awhile Diner, June slid a plate of food across the counter to Joe the mailman.

“You think he’s really going?” Joe asked.

June didn’t pretend not to understand.

“James? Yes.”

Joe frowned.

“That doesn’t feel like a good idea.”

June glanced toward the window where Main Street stretched quiet and still.

“Sometimes the right thing doesn’t feel good at all.”

Ethan found James in the barn later that day.

He was sanding the rocking chair again. 

Even though it didn’t need it anymore.

“You’ve been doing that for an hour,” Ethan said.

James kept sanding.

“Habits are hard to break.”

Ethan stepped closer.

“Sarah said you might leave for a while.”

That made James stop.

He finally set the sandpaper down.

“Yeah.”

Ethan nodded slowly, processing it.

“So… what happens here?”

James looked around the barn.

At the unfinished projects.

At the tools.

At the life slowly being rebuilt out of broken things.

“You keep going,” James said.

Ethan frowned.

“That’s it?”

“That’s always it.”

Ethan hesitated.

“You coming back?”

James didn’t answer quickly enough.

And Ethan noticed.

That night, Sarah sat with James on the porch steps.

The crickets were loud, filling the silence between them.

“You don’t have to go,” she said.

James stared at the dark road ahead.

“I know.”

A pause.

“But I think I’m supposed to.”

Sarah studied him.

“You’re scared.”

He almost smiled.

“I’d be worried if I wasn’t.”

She leaned back on her hands.

“Is it forgiveness you’re afraid of… or what happens if you can’t do it?”

That question hit deeper than either of them expected.

James didn’t answer right away.

Finally—

“Both.”

Sarah nodded slowly.

“That’s honest.”

He glanced at her.

“You think I should go?”

“I think,” she said carefully, “that sometimes God doesn’t heal things by removing us from them.”

A quiet stretch of silence.

Then she added:

“But by walking us through them.”

The next morning, James packed a small bag.

No dramatic farewell.

No announcement.

Just movement.

Simple.

Intentional.

Real.

At the front gate, Ethan stood waiting.

“You’re really going,” he said.

James nodded.

Ethan looked down at the ground.

“Don’t come back different,” he muttered.

James gave a small, knowing smile.

“I already am.”

That made Ethan look up.

And for the first time, James placed a hand on his shoulder.

“Keep building,” he said.

Ethan swallowed hard.

“I will.”

June stood at the diner doorway as James passed by.

“You better not make a habit of disappearing,” she called out.

James smiled.

“I’ll try not to.”

Joe lifted a hand in farewell from the mail truck.

“Don’t let your bicycle miss you too much!”

“I’ll tell it you said hello,” James replied.

At the church steps, Pastor Timothy met him last.

They didn’t speak for a moment.

Then Timothy said, “Remember who you are.”

James nodded.

“And who I am?”

The pastor smiled faintly.

“A man God isn’t finished with yet.”

James exhaled, almost like a weight had loosened slightly.

“Turner in a quiet rental car, the town slowly faded behind them.

The diner.

The church steeple.

The harbor.

Hope House.

All of it.

Sarah stood on the porch long after the car disappeared.

Ethan stood beside her.

“You think he’ll be okay?” Ethan asked.

Sarah didn’t answer right away.

Then—

“I think he’s finally walking toward something he’s avoided his whole life.”

Ethan frowned.

“Which is?”

Sarah watched the empty road.

“His own healing.”

And miles away, James looked out the window as Hope Isles disappeared from view.

For the first time in a long time, he wasn’t sure what waited ahead.

Only that he couldn’t stay where he was.

Because some journeys aren’t about leaving a place.

They’re about returning to the parts of yourself you buried long ago.

And Hope Isles…


was no longer just a town behind him.

It had become the place that taught him how to begin again.

To Be Continued…

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